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a bugle
(call to memory) 
When he came back, my
father would never march. He said ‘they don’t mean to,
but they glorify war.
They drink and that way they make it all glorious’.
a bugle
for the lost of all nations 
and for those of none 
bewildered, ask 
where is this hate for us from
war came to where? 
from what?
we were fooled to it
it wasn’t here
but when the blacks went down 
with rifle 
poison 
best with lies 
o brave
how sacred is your gun? 
(mustn’t call that war)
again and again 
we were fooled to it 
real white men 
when order was divine
they served, the blacks
returned to mission 
and was the British Empire better?
poor little Belgium – how’s your Congo?
there was only one war worthy of us
and now we make great friends
the rest were greed and pride and oil 
and arrogance and fear 
and on
and to this day 
bewildered, we ask 
where is this hate for us from
hate’s not at the base of every war 
but it’s there when war comes on
there is the arrogance of right
in smug reflection 
so the winners
decorate our scars 
then where’s the glory?
where’s the shame?
do you blame the dead?
should we blame the unborn?
in numbers the safety 
of God on our side 
that’s how nations are 
and lift our voiced just to be 
better than the rest
scrum, tackle, whip the nag
remember why they fought
remember what they saved
if someone stood to ask a question 
then lay weapons down 
should we test the weapons 
on their makers
on those who sell them on?
if we could shake hands for Christmas
there’s nothing we can’t talk about 
when hearts are full to choking
thanks those who are nothing 
for all that we have 
for everything we’re not 
what’s opposite democracy?
obedience, I think
war?   what is it good
for?
hear the drums
again again 
and feel the sanctity growing 
with the sanctimonious 
up on their stumps
see how they stiffen a lip 
so thinking won’t get in the way
kill or be killed – 
it’s ancient I-won’t-call-it-law
but no one remembers the names of the gods 
they fucked for virginity – that’s how we’re here 
such flesh was in our saints!
and so
a bugle for the best now gone 
and long since 
laid never to rest 
because there’s none 
for the lost 
points to the biggest lie of the lot 
age does not weary memory 
these dead are soil long since, that’s all 
it was the tyranny of orders 
always from on high 
is it duty calls?
will you give us a thought?
can you count oil and cash and tell me 
who was it coloured the map?
lest we forget where we are
and how and why
stick these notions in young heads 
and have them all adore, adhere 
here’s the boy on the floor of the trench 
in his blood – 
he was shot for fear