The Wound
If night rips its wound, you shall
know it.
Not by the pain, because that you
have
been nurturing, letting it
ribbon-up from
inside to glide from your throat
in
a lost call. No, not by the pain
and
its sinew of ribbon. Not by the
call
which is a begging-after. You
shall
break it out from memory, the
deepest
of wounds that takes so much to
gouge
forward. This is the wound now
cutting
from the inside and marking the
closed-
in globe as its target. It is
simple to reach
out and penetrate the light with
every
secret of betrayal or redemption.
It is
not so simple to guide away from
the
filament the generation of guilt
that
would hive there. Lean in and
touch
me with generosity, for perhaps
that is
the suture which I crave. Lean in
and
count every aching splinter and
the wound
may deepen, to well-up and seep
the
latent knowledge you would have me
find.
An egg shatters in my heart and
it's flow
is grit and echo. Once this would
have
externalised but now it eases
through me
to feed the many shapes from which
I learn.
The wound is inflamed sometimes,
and
sometimes it is clean, like a
pen-line across
the skin; rough-looking. I stretch
my skin
toward the light bulb and it looks
older.
I notice grey in my hair and know
the many
leavings from here. Sometimes the
egg is all
I have, and that, shattered,
unnerving thing
bleeds through every vein until
the pain
is everything. I wish for it gone
then reach
through understanding toward a
word
at the edge of being spoken. This
is
what I learn. This is a
translucence to
penetrate the moment and bring it
to
where, for all its brevity, it is
still a secret
that in some way is revealed.
Channelled.
Anchored somewhere. But not in a
wound.
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ReplyDeleteincredibly powerful
ReplyDeleteSuch a fine poem!
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