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an
archaeology of myself / himself / oneself / the self 
it
all begins with as far as you go
everything
worn turns to soil 
this
is where dust was settled up 
the
body is all superstitions 
now
I know to wait for the lines 
cloud
comes and our fate is sealed 
digging
in the weather 
there’s
everything that you can see 
the
here-we-are-ness, palpability 
and
all this while the show went on 
dig
like it’s a dream down there 
it
needs a good shake out 
just
a breath where we’re beginning 
big
sea in the bay, long view, tip toes 
in
moted dust look up 
see
stars
a
spider climbs 
and
still today 
you
want to get between the lines/ the layers/ levels 
it’s
instinct led where you shoot through 
bravery
went on 
in
fear of abstraction
do
you remember the promised land view? 
saddle
and ridge 
truth
set out succinct 
see
this line – here the hip ached first
where
reading glasses were required 
and
often stretch to kiss 
and
lastly breeze begins again 
where
we have been before
this
gravel crunch of driveway 
and
under leather sole 
we
have worked for intangible wealth 
time
piled up regardless 
at
some point the heart gives way 
see
the bones laced together for good 
the
writing is smaller than forever 
it’s
less than where we’re gone 
the
soul is a night darker than  
still
bubbling 
may
yet come to the boil 
being
first held 
eye
opener that 
arousal!
everything’s
a question
how
often we were up a tree 
so
far down in that hole 
the
jealousy 
the
indignation 
outrage!
all
of this is signed 
for
the one who knows to read 
we’re
always drilling for a core 
occasional
the little trophy hordes 
coins
and little notes – a bank 
there’s
so much heal thyself 
they’re
handing out degrees
mostly
though I’m decomposing 
I
remember the bottletop green of the bay 
remember
remembering most 
everyone
must have swum to be here 
how
else the tadpole legs? 
egged
on 
and
over the brink 
we
dared 
won’t
you!
as
far in the deeps as music 
the
plastic layer 
shows
my age 
come
to the well of the singing wings 
where
once we learned to fly
all
because I’m mindful 
clap
hands 
hey
presto 
here’s
the rest 
what
a long way down I go 
and
you’re there 
and/or
you will be 
here’s
the track 
it’s
almost as if 
we
live and breathe 
but
reader
you
know better