Monday, January 28, 2019

Kit Kelen #1125 - desideratum


1125
desideratum

among my wonders, few behold

things I cannot, must and can
and on the list today
and lost
for resolution

then there’s that for which I wish

not all of the seen must be known

few do

how close, how round the ends
another world I stretch to reach
angels pinned to the board
still preach

few will know my crimes
and who detects humanity?

and in the creek dark cool

how task bent to the truth I’ve been
broken
(as on the wheel)
for just this gardens weight of grief

how little and lost
gone and gone
and me to the mirror too

the bailing and the bilge
salt snout

the art of it
and set to sea
in less than a canoe

how long the damned thing takes
scribble on the floor
and of the tune

I have to be the fish

there will be few recall
how far in time we are to go
slept and dreamt and drawn aside
called to the curtain again

all points of a compost green
to the treetops!

the robot moves
the dinosaur thinking
arrows all directions

how I am bent to the tune you won’t hear

how on a stick
sat up with

magpies
possums
cockatoos

and everyone imagines me
the beer and even skittles
hooked

how humid all
before a fall
how still the listless cattle stand
in saplings
and breathless
clouded in self

how far few
the ways I dreamt
and all aboard

how tumbling down the house must be
and come along with you

sing
paint it
scribble
pipe
or pluck
blow it all away
but wish

how lost I am among you
quiet in prayer
no one is listening
though every poem is

and I, most wanted here
have stood for the rain
where it would not fall

here’s me going off
all mouth
how exercised I always am
out of an ache of morning

the struggle up
as in the sun
my day in
pile of some clock’s leavings

no one would know the top of my game
how deep my well of failings

the weariness of it as well
how shook the bones to have been
… and more  

mere words to lead me away
more words to bring me home

not much of the known is ever seen

then will it be the same for you?
I know it must be so

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