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a bugle
(call to memory)
When he came back, my
father would never march. He said ‘they don’t mean to,
but they glorify war.
They drink and that way they make it all glorious’.
a bugle
for the lost of all nations
and for those of none
bewildered, ask
where is this hate for us from
war came to where?
from what?
we were fooled to it
it wasn’t here
but when the blacks went down
with rifle
poison
best with lies
o brave
how sacred is your gun?
(mustn’t call that war)
again and again
we were fooled to it
real white men
when order was divine
they served, the blacks
returned to mission
and was the British Empire better?
poor little Belgium – how’s your Congo?
there was only one war worthy of us
and now we make great friends
the rest were greed and pride and oil
and arrogance and fear
and on
and to this day
bewildered, we ask
where is this hate for us from
hate’s not at the base of every war
but it’s there when war comes on
there is the arrogance of right
in smug reflection
so the winners
decorate our scars
then where’s the glory?
where’s the shame?
do you blame the dead?
should we blame the unborn?
in numbers the safety
of God on our side
that’s how nations are
and lift our voiced just to be
better than the rest
scrum, tackle, whip the nag
remember why they fought
remember what they saved
if someone stood to ask a question
then lay weapons down
should we test the weapons
on their makers
on those who sell them on?
if we could shake hands for Christmas
there’s nothing we can’t talk about
when hearts are full to choking
thanks those who are nothing
for all that we have
for everything we’re not
what’s opposite democracy?
obedience, I think
war? what is it good
for?
hear the drums
again again
and feel the sanctity growing
with the sanctimonious
up on their stumps
see how they stiffen a lip
so thinking won’t get in the way
kill or be killed –
it’s ancient I-won’t-call-it-law
but no one remembers the names of the gods
they fucked for virginity – that’s how we’re here
such flesh was in our saints!
and so
a bugle for the best now gone
and long since
laid never to rest
because there’s none
for the lost
points to the biggest lie of the lot
age does not weary memory
these dead are soil long since, that’s all
it was the tyranny of orders
always from on high
is it duty calls?
will you give us a thought?
can you count oil and cash and tell me
who was it coloured the map?
lest we forget where we are
and how and why
stick these notions in young heads
and have them all adore, adhere
here’s the boy on the floor of the trench
in his blood –
he was shot for fear