If I didn't believe in madness
If I didn't believe in the thrill and dread
If I didn't believe  in every crack of light
If I didn't believe in the hope and fear
of every lost path
If I didn't believe in the scales,
in the reason of balance
If I didn't believe in my road
If I didn't believe the space between
sound
If I didn't believe in the silence.
What would be
What would sanity be without
madness
What would living be without
death
What would light be without
night
What would hope be without
love
What would balance be without
falling
What would space be without
stars
What would silence be without
the roar.
If I didn't believe in desire
If I didn't believe in what I believe
If I didn't believe in goodness
If I didn't believe in every wounded
soul
If I didn't believe to even bother
If I didn't believe in listening
If I didn't believe in what stays
If I didn't believe in what fights .
What would be..
Saturday, June 30, 2018
Kit Kelen #912 - rooster mechanics
912
rooster
mechanics 
all
this that the shed 
angles
of tin
and
smoke to stand in 
half
paddock already
last
of the fixed stars grazing
who
knows which kiss is death 
a
peck?
cluck
this
chicks
scatter
how's
my comb?
numbers?
have
them in my head
a
leap as if in flight 
even
a fire will teach patience 
distance
has a long way to come 
a
traipse I call it, don't you?
so
many degrees 
keep
cranking 
keep
cranking 
and
don't you even touch 
it's
this way ladies 
shy
twice until
chicken
or the egg? 
you
choose 
from
other fences far in rain 
call
as if kingdom too 
there's
some silence I won't be 
that's
between of breath 
this
sun is a problem we solve 
all
under heaven at work 
a
doodle-day 
a
doodle-doo 
each
acre subtly different 
long
winter's wish 
by
valley mapped 
we'll
all be in the soup 
Ken Trimble # 9 A pair of ratbags
In our love
there was madness
laughter and death, and a
lot of weird shit.
The struggle to love
strangled the love out of
our love.
It was a fever
that went out of control,
your wild heart
sent me crazy.
At Salisbury's bookshop
I bought you a book
of love poems by Neruda.
That day was some day.
We were doomed from
that first kiss.
We argued on the bridge,
there was death on our lips
when we said goodbye.
there was madness
laughter and death, and a
lot of weird shit.
The struggle to love
strangled the love out of
our love.
It was a fever
that went out of control,
your wild heart
sent me crazy.
At Salisbury's bookshop
I bought you a book
of love poems by Neruda.
That day was some day.
We were doomed from
that first kiss.
We argued on the bridge,
there was death on our lips
when we said goodbye.
Friday, June 29, 2018
Kit Kelen #911 - notes towards ZOOM
911
(notes
towards)
zoom...
a
side of me is lamb 
and
in the shanks I'm pony 
from
sparrow's fart 
till
cows come home
I'm
busy bee 
I'm
bower bird
electrifying
eel 
and
great
galah in treetops 
some
may well say batty
I
monkey
with 
well...
something fishy
often
play the goat
bright,
bushy-tailed,
but
whose?
(bear
with me)
and
over shoulder 
pookah
too
there
are those days when I breathe fire 
to
rise from my own ashes
but
those are names we must not say
dinosaur
likewise
call
me old fashioned 
to
beaver at the dam this way
or
little beast
front
bottom department
meerkat
to attention 
cock-of-the-walk
and
bristle comb 
lock
horns 
paw
dust 
see
red
see
all 
it's
eagle-I 
and
landed once on the moon's bright side 
come
cosy 
burrow
in 
a
nervous tick
or
waspish 
puss-in-boots
a
lick for paws 
and
lap it up 
while
test the claws
mousey
dear
doe-eyed
vixen
oft 
and
cougar later 
drink
fish
ratty
weekends
lie in hammock,
sloth
play
possum
till
you're up a tree 
peacock
preen 
then
swan the party 
am
I rabbiting on? 
I-turtle
held the world up 
I-tortoise
beat the hare 
strut,
fret 
though
you may say ham actor 
each
plays his/her most dogged part 
hot
on heels 
pig
out if there's handy trough
simply
sometimes wolf down 
then
I am mammoth
whale
toad
in the hole too 
frogsbother
spawn 
at
whose pace in this rain? 
I
crow
so
many of me are to choose 
and
still a side of me is lamb 
lie
down with the lion
in
shanks all pony 
stubborn
as ... guess who?
and
subtle sly, alliterate
please
let the grass grow high 
in
the office worm 
weave
webs
inch
ant 
to
warm the hive 
just
peck at chicken feed
all
these friends I am 
delicious!
bring
herd home 
you're
foxed?
be
owl-wise in the know 
capture
me in your mind's eye 
can't
very well but help 
goulash
in the pot 
with
Bambi, Skippy, Babe
yes
grasshopper 
eat
me,
drink
me 
I've
come by shanks 
from
sparrow's fart 
still
part of me 
blackfaced
lamb
cannibal
snack 
or
vegan treat?
taste
this 
and
you decide 
Ken Trimble #8 Footsteps brother
I still have trouble at her death,
I saw a body with blue feet,
her eyes were open and her mouth
did not speak.
My numbness knew no time,
the night before I massaged her
feet,
and the night before that
I watched Close encounters,
a boat lay on its side in Mongolia.
I had sunk my fourth can of beer
while Dreyfuss carved his mystic mash.
I was getting drunk while you were
getting dying.
Bruised and battered, body born to die,
I wanted to taste the fire on my tongue.
If the water was clear enough,
if the water was still enough
perhaps I could have seen
the warning sounds on your
milked breast.
That night I cried to the wind
and sleep.
Footsteps before the October dawn,
brother, brother, our mother has died.
I saw a body with blue feet,
her eyes were open and her mouth
did not speak.
My numbness knew no time,
the night before I massaged her
feet,
and the night before that
I watched Close encounters,
a boat lay on its side in Mongolia.
I had sunk my fourth can of beer
while Dreyfuss carved his mystic mash.
I was getting drunk while you were
getting dying.
Bruised and battered, body born to die,
I wanted to taste the fire on my tongue.
If the water was clear enough,
if the water was still enough
perhaps I could have seen
the warning sounds on your
milked breast.
That night I cried to the wind
and sleep.
Footsteps before the October dawn,
brother, brother, our mother has died.
James Walton #104 after the Solstice
a full moon comes
the sky wrung out in cold acrylic
a communion wafer
all day it has lingered
blown out of the night
now in anchor against drift
whispering
the falling point
of water
is the distance
between
a velocity of tears
and the upbeat
from anticipation
to departure
evening mist tangles wipers
transfers the rest of my life
into a slower arc
a tardis convergent
this glove of Winter’s challenge
a beauty spot freckle
horizon dawdle at light fall
your animal self knows the truth
make fire eat a warm meal
love settles in the spaces
of the splotchy engraves of living
the lunar tease can wait
Thursday, June 28, 2018
Kerri Shying R #476 - the winter here is sunshine gloved up inside that velvet ( for Gail Hennessy)
for Gail Hennessy
I expected those clouds today  as full as purple damsons
  hung ripe and
low across the flatness of the rooftops
Islington   Hamilton  
Mayfield   to
split      into
warm
 
gold  juiced-up sunset   rather than the rain    that 
came and went   a ceremony for alighting from the car
the
winter here is sunshine  gloved up
inside that velvet 
that face   peeping out enough  to stop us straying off to 
   snow to   other lovers   ski field 
holidays    tropical   islands 
 the the stuff of dour people      here    we make damp fires
    the most we have  to find  in May   our
gum boots  
this rush of plums    the red of Poinciana
 kisses    wait
Ken Trimble # 7 Notice
I noticed the junkie scratching his arm on the train,
I noticed the drunk singing sweet Jesus,
I noticed the hookers on Grey Street,
I noticed the studs in her nipples,
and I noticed the books on her shelves,
Emma Goldman, Patti Smith,
I noticed people drowning
off Christmas Island,
I noticed the rise of bigotry and hate,
and I heard the sounds of storm troopers
marching through our streets,
I noticed the last gasp
of a dying woman,
and a child crying in her crib,
I noticed the war being played out,
entertainment for the bored,
I noticed the flood,
I noticed the fire,
I noticed the cyclone,
and I noticed the tangerine sky as
the forest went up in smoke,
and I noticed the darkness enveloping our
earth,
I noticed the light.
I noticed the drunk singing sweet Jesus,
I noticed the hookers on Grey Street,
I noticed the studs in her nipples,
and I noticed the books on her shelves,
Emma Goldman, Patti Smith,
I noticed people drowning
off Christmas Island,
I noticed the rise of bigotry and hate,
and I heard the sounds of storm troopers
marching through our streets,
I noticed the last gasp
of a dying woman,
and a child crying in her crib,
I noticed the war being played out,
entertainment for the bored,
I noticed the flood,
I noticed the fire,
I noticed the cyclone,
and I noticed the tangerine sky as
the forest went up in smoke,
and I noticed the darkness enveloping our
earth,
I noticed the light.
Kit Kelen #910 - because I am soon vanishing
910 
because
I am soon vanishing 
living
the sixth great extinction 
for
Kerri and Ken 
knit
tea 
sing
Spring 
fold
out the stream 
bugger
the creaking bones 
and
with ferocious calm 
                  let's
call it 
I
like the wobble on its axis
a
martyrdom of trees 
and
then when we've buggered the place 
and
the weather comes indoors 
I
like my innids where they are
no
shells bombs bullets please
the
turnaround the fire and tilt 
that's
just for politeness 
and
we Malthusian, too much
in
a fruitfly doom 
still
edge on to live 
that's
where we are 
all
a comical leer 
still
standing 
for
plastic
and
that's a wrap 
be
where I am and can
knit
tea 
sing
Spring 
fold
out the stream 
bugger
the creaking bones 
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
Kerri Shying R # 475 I am the inside-outside electric I'm a moment's notice ( For Roberta P)
For Roberta P
flapping washing  in the cold blue sky   the magpie yard
of fruit trees    eucalypts    three walls 
of theatre sets  the
other people’s sheds   all   triangular rooflines   and corrugated
metal      fiberglass  just
veiling    doppleganger
shadows  
planting     mending     tinkering    power points on porches
I am
the inside-outside  
electric    I’m a
moment’s notice
ready 
for the multi-culture  
of my herbed kebab   my
flayed Moroccan chicken   and  vege snags   felafel  
I make hommos   you’d think you died and went to heaven
the end Endeavour  left us     just to be precise    how nice
if it were   pick and mix   in afterlives 
as well
Ken Trimble #6 Yes
We sat on the beach at Skye
looking out to where mountains
stared back at us. I was expecting
knights on horseback
charging through the mist.
Our picnic began with a swig
of wine from the bottle with
the cork floating around an ocean of
pinot noir.
We cut the cheese and tore the bread,
it was our way of celebrating communion.
An hour passed or was it two?
We never spoke
it would have ruined it,
language always does.
The following morning
I walked with her on a country road.
I leant towards her and kissed her.
She smiled and said yes so I kissed
her again.
looking out to where mountains
stared back at us. I was expecting
knights on horseback
charging through the mist.
Our picnic began with a swig
of wine from the bottle with
the cork floating around an ocean of
pinot noir.
We cut the cheese and tore the bread,
it was our way of celebrating communion.
An hour passed or was it two?
We never spoke
it would have ruined it,
language always does.
The following morning
I walked with her on a country road.
I leant towards her and kissed her.
She smiled and said yes so I kissed
her again.
Kit Kelen #909 - the place in my dream is home
909
the
place in my dream is home 
and
dreaming 
years
of the night 
come
to me 
weather
stuck
as
again 
creek's
run
here's
a book of smoke 
a
home in this dream 
where
I've never been before 
muddied
boot 
Lisbon
subway 
criminals
we are 
who
travel in dreams
traffic
in 
all
animal at it 
there's
never 
how
we got to here
but
rain comes tapping 
footsteps
pass by 
bird,
leaf 
matched
at 
whisker
tin 
rose
smoke 
bullock
beside 
here's
my history cloud stuck 
God
bless where they've gone
it
sobers 
the
dream is a vanishing 
this
is my home 
hung
up for power lines 
tennis
shoes flung 
and
through the dream 
a
trickle creek 
stood
mist 
shadow
lapped
in
the fallen reflect 
imagine
if a road went by 
cannot
break our spell 
here's
a new day 
worked
to light
must
build the fire again 
alone
in the naked dream
sometimes
find voice 
tucked
in with under this 
slept
this far then why not on?
what's
left 
a
glimmer 
safe
in our own light
wake
not yet day 
still
warm from 
go
back go back 
to
another dream's light 
for
a season we'll come to yet 
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