The NDIS says no then it changes it's mind and says yes takes my things away
point me to the smart
measuring
accountant’s  rapacity trajectory  
that says I can be 
or not be  let to plan  up my
next year  forget 
I am not a
business  forget
that it is sending me
to the darkest 
spaces  of untrust   the transactional
temple-gunner  with a ticking timer
has returned    and sends me letters
sends me forms  tells me 
get this by then  and he will say
if I am deserving of
the things
I already have   the limp the nightmares
the falling over
breaking bones
a webster pak  and constant pain  I don’t
know if I have it in
me to convince these dills
again  or if I will just slide away
leave something better
whole
 
Bloody hell Kerri - what a rollercoaster of a ride (and poem!). I think we have to get the lawless lot onto these bureaucrats - they are f-ing around with your head, body and spirits. Virtual hugs from another lawless spirit:))
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