The Tardy
are you sitting
 down
 then take a deep seat
to hear a long
 story  
some things 
they take time
some days
you are 
standing
at the edge of
 whatever cliff
presents
that lovely case
in hand       inside 
the careful
chosen items
for the day
ahead
 as planned
imagined
a piece of what will
move you 
up the pegboard
this day the sun
abets
takes you to 
the coffee sweet that
warms you and then
dressing             you
hear
the sound
you hear sound
your body 
a speaker for itself
emits this noise 
regardess 
of the lovely case
the chosen items
 day ahead as planned
it is a lung imitating
an A4 piece of paper
being crumpled
here is the calling
what is not
plannable
yet is knowable
and known
about this body
somewhere 
where there once sat
anger
 sits me 
in deep chair watching
I had best undo my grip
on the case     and the shoe laces 
undo the
imagined places 
I was going             the
actions 
yet performed
I climb back into bed 
 cover my head 
with the soft 
nightgown
I understand
 nothing else exists
except my sounds
stop imagining
the flesh
this tearing paper
turn a pencil to the
art 
 
better put the kettle on
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