If I didn't believe in madness
If I didn't believe in the thrill and dread
If I didn't believe in every crack of light
If I didn't believe in the hope and fear
of every lost path
If I didn't believe in the scales,
in the reason of balance
If I didn't believe in my road
If I didn't believe the space between
sound
If I didn't believe in the silence.
What would be
What would sanity be without
madness
What would living be without
death
What would light be without
night
What would hope be without
love
What would balance be without
falling
What would space be without
stars
What would silence be without
the roar.
If I didn't believe in desire
If I didn't believe in what I believe
If I didn't believe in goodness
If I didn't believe in every wounded
soul
If I didn't believe to even bother
If I didn't believe in listening
If I didn't believe in what stays
If I didn't believe in what fights .
What would be..
Saturday, June 30, 2018
Kit Kelen #912 - rooster mechanics
912
rooster
mechanics
all
this that the shed
angles
of tin
and
smoke to stand in
half
paddock already
last
of the fixed stars grazing
who
knows which kiss is death
a
peck?
cluck
this
chicks
scatter
how's
my comb?
numbers?
have
them in my head
a
leap as if in flight
even
a fire will teach patience
distance
has a long way to come
a
traipse I call it, don't you?
so
many degrees
keep
cranking
keep
cranking
and
don't you even touch
it's
this way ladies
shy
twice until
chicken
or the egg?
you
choose
from
other fences far in rain
call
as if kingdom too
there's
some silence I won't be
that's
between of breath
this
sun is a problem we solve
all
under heaven at work
a
doodle-day
a
doodle-doo
each
acre subtly different
long
winter's wish
by
valley mapped
we'll
all be in the soup
Ken Trimble # 9 A pair of ratbags
In our love
there was madness
laughter and death, and a
lot of weird shit.
The struggle to love
strangled the love out of
our love.
It was a fever
that went out of control,
your wild heart
sent me crazy.
At Salisbury's bookshop
I bought you a book
of love poems by Neruda.
That day was some day.
We were doomed from
that first kiss.
We argued on the bridge,
there was death on our lips
when we said goodbye.
there was madness
laughter and death, and a
lot of weird shit.
The struggle to love
strangled the love out of
our love.
It was a fever
that went out of control,
your wild heart
sent me crazy.
At Salisbury's bookshop
I bought you a book
of love poems by Neruda.
That day was some day.
We were doomed from
that first kiss.
We argued on the bridge,
there was death on our lips
when we said goodbye.
Friday, June 29, 2018
Kit Kelen #911 - notes towards ZOOM
911
(notes
towards)
zoom...
a
side of me is lamb
and
in the shanks I'm pony
from
sparrow's fart
till
cows come home
I'm
busy bee
I'm
bower bird
electrifying
eel
and
great
galah in treetops
some
may well say batty
I
monkey
with
well...
something fishy
often
play the goat
bright,
bushy-tailed,
but
whose?
(bear
with me)
and
over shoulder
pookah
too
there
are those days when I breathe fire
to
rise from my own ashes
but
those are names we must not say
dinosaur
likewise
call
me old fashioned
to
beaver at the dam this way
or
little beast
front
bottom department
meerkat
to attention
cock-of-the-walk
and
bristle comb
lock
horns
paw
dust
see
red
see
all
it's
eagle-I
and
landed once on the moon's bright side
come
cosy
burrow
in
a
nervous tick
or
waspish
puss-in-boots
a
lick for paws
and
lap it up
while
test the claws
mousey
dear
doe-eyed
vixen
oft
and
cougar later
drink
fish
ratty
weekends
lie in hammock,
sloth
play
possum
till
you're up a tree
peacock
preen
then
swan the party
am
I rabbiting on?
I-turtle
held the world up
I-tortoise
beat the hare
strut,
fret
though
you may say ham actor
each
plays his/her most dogged part
hot
on heels
pig
out if there's handy trough
simply
sometimes wolf down
then
I am mammoth
whale
toad
in the hole too
frogsbother
spawn
at
whose pace in this rain?
I
crow
so
many of me are to choose
and
still a side of me is lamb
lie
down with the lion
in
shanks all pony
stubborn
as ... guess who?
and
subtle sly, alliterate
please
let the grass grow high
in
the office worm
weave
webs
inch
ant
to
warm the hive
just
peck at chicken feed
all
these friends I am
delicious!
bring
herd home
you're
foxed?
be
owl-wise in the know
capture
me in your mind's eye
can't
very well but help
goulash
in the pot
with
Bambi, Skippy, Babe
yes
grasshopper
eat
me,
drink
me
I've
come by shanks
from
sparrow's fart
still
part of me
blackfaced
lamb
cannibal
snack
or
vegan treat?
taste
this
and
you decide
Ken Trimble #8 Footsteps brother
I still have trouble at her death,
I saw a body with blue feet,
her eyes were open and her mouth
did not speak.
My numbness knew no time,
the night before I massaged her
feet,
and the night before that
I watched Close encounters,
a boat lay on its side in Mongolia.
I had sunk my fourth can of beer
while Dreyfuss carved his mystic mash.
I was getting drunk while you were
getting dying.
Bruised and battered, body born to die,
I wanted to taste the fire on my tongue.
If the water was clear enough,
if the water was still enough
perhaps I could have seen
the warning sounds on your
milked breast.
That night I cried to the wind
and sleep.
Footsteps before the October dawn,
brother, brother, our mother has died.
I saw a body with blue feet,
her eyes were open and her mouth
did not speak.
My numbness knew no time,
the night before I massaged her
feet,
and the night before that
I watched Close encounters,
a boat lay on its side in Mongolia.
I had sunk my fourth can of beer
while Dreyfuss carved his mystic mash.
I was getting drunk while you were
getting dying.
Bruised and battered, body born to die,
I wanted to taste the fire on my tongue.
If the water was clear enough,
if the water was still enough
perhaps I could have seen
the warning sounds on your
milked breast.
That night I cried to the wind
and sleep.
Footsteps before the October dawn,
brother, brother, our mother has died.
James Walton #104 after the Solstice
a full moon comes
the sky wrung out in cold acrylic
a communion wafer
all day it has lingered
blown out of the night
now in anchor against drift
whispering
the falling point
of water
is the distance
between
a velocity of tears
and the upbeat
from anticipation
to departure
evening mist tangles wipers
transfers the rest of my life
into a slower arc
a tardis convergent
this glove of Winter’s challenge
a beauty spot freckle
horizon dawdle at light fall
your animal self knows the truth
make fire eat a warm meal
love settles in the spaces
of the splotchy engraves of living
the lunar tease can wait
Thursday, June 28, 2018
Kerri Shying R #476 - the winter here is sunshine gloved up inside that velvet ( for Gail Hennessy)
for Gail Hennessy
I expected those clouds today as full as purple damsons
hung ripe and
low across the flatness of the rooftops
Islington Hamilton
Mayfield to
split into
warm
gold juiced-up sunset rather than the rain that
came and went a ceremony for alighting from the car
the
winter here is sunshine gloved up
inside that velvet
that face peeping out enough to stop us straying off to
snow to other lovers ski field
holidays tropical islands
the the stuff of dour people here we make damp fires
the most we have to find in May our
gum boots
this rush of plums the red of Poinciana
kisses wait
Ken Trimble # 7 Notice
I noticed the junkie scratching his arm on the train,
I noticed the drunk singing sweet Jesus,
I noticed the hookers on Grey Street,
I noticed the studs in her nipples,
and I noticed the books on her shelves,
Emma Goldman, Patti Smith,
I noticed people drowning
off Christmas Island,
I noticed the rise of bigotry and hate,
and I heard the sounds of storm troopers
marching through our streets,
I noticed the last gasp
of a dying woman,
and a child crying in her crib,
I noticed the war being played out,
entertainment for the bored,
I noticed the flood,
I noticed the fire,
I noticed the cyclone,
and I noticed the tangerine sky as
the forest went up in smoke,
and I noticed the darkness enveloping our
earth,
I noticed the light.
I noticed the drunk singing sweet Jesus,
I noticed the hookers on Grey Street,
I noticed the studs in her nipples,
and I noticed the books on her shelves,
Emma Goldman, Patti Smith,
I noticed people drowning
off Christmas Island,
I noticed the rise of bigotry and hate,
and I heard the sounds of storm troopers
marching through our streets,
I noticed the last gasp
of a dying woman,
and a child crying in her crib,
I noticed the war being played out,
entertainment for the bored,
I noticed the flood,
I noticed the fire,
I noticed the cyclone,
and I noticed the tangerine sky as
the forest went up in smoke,
and I noticed the darkness enveloping our
earth,
I noticed the light.
Kit Kelen #910 - because I am soon vanishing
910
because
I am soon vanishing
living
the sixth great extinction
for
Kerri and Ken
knit
tea
sing
Spring
fold
out the stream
bugger
the creaking bones
and
with ferocious calm
let's
call it
I
like the wobble on its axis
a
martyrdom of trees
and
then when we've buggered the place
and
the weather comes indoors
I
like my innids where they are
no
shells bombs bullets please
the
turnaround the fire and tilt
that's
just for politeness
and
we Malthusian, too much
in
a fruitfly doom
still
edge on to live
that's
where we are
all
a comical leer
still
standing
for
plastic
and
that's a wrap
be
where I am and can
knit
tea
sing
Spring
fold
out the stream
bugger
the creaking bones
Wednesday, June 27, 2018
Kerri Shying R # 475 I am the inside-outside electric I'm a moment's notice ( For Roberta P)
For Roberta P
flapping washing in the cold blue sky the magpie yard
of fruit trees eucalypts three walls
of theatre sets the
other people’s sheds all triangular rooflines and corrugated
metal fiberglass just
veiling doppleganger
shadows
planting mending tinkering power points on porches
I am
the inside-outside
electric I’m a
moment’s notice
ready
for the multi-culture
of my herbed kebab my
flayed Moroccan chicken and vege snags felafel
I make hommos you’d think you died and went to heaven
the end Endeavour left us just to be precise how nice
if it were pick and mix in afterlives
as well
Ken Trimble #6 Yes
We sat on the beach at Skye
looking out to where mountains
stared back at us. I was expecting
knights on horseback
charging through the mist.
Our picnic began with a swig
of wine from the bottle with
the cork floating around an ocean of
pinot noir.
We cut the cheese and tore the bread,
it was our way of celebrating communion.
An hour passed or was it two?
We never spoke
it would have ruined it,
language always does.
The following morning
I walked with her on a country road.
I leant towards her and kissed her.
She smiled and said yes so I kissed
her again.
looking out to where mountains
stared back at us. I was expecting
knights on horseback
charging through the mist.
Our picnic began with a swig
of wine from the bottle with
the cork floating around an ocean of
pinot noir.
We cut the cheese and tore the bread,
it was our way of celebrating communion.
An hour passed or was it two?
We never spoke
it would have ruined it,
language always does.
The following morning
I walked with her on a country road.
I leant towards her and kissed her.
She smiled and said yes so I kissed
her again.
Kit Kelen #909 - the place in my dream is home
909
the
place in my dream is home
and
dreaming
years
of the night
come
to me
weather
stuck
as
again
creek's
run
here's
a book of smoke
a
home in this dream
where
I've never been before
muddied
boot
Lisbon
subway
criminals
we are
who
travel in dreams
traffic
in
all
animal at it
there's
never
how
we got to here
but
rain comes tapping
footsteps
pass by
bird,
leaf
matched
at
whisker
tin
rose
smoke
bullock
beside
here's
my history cloud stuck
God
bless where they've gone
it
sobers
the
dream is a vanishing
this
is my home
hung
up for power lines
tennis
shoes flung
and
through the dream
a
trickle creek
stood
mist
shadow
lapped
in
the fallen reflect
imagine
if a road went by
cannot
break our spell
here's
a new day
worked
to light
must
build the fire again
alone
in the naked dream
sometimes
find voice
tucked
in with under this
slept
this far then why not on?
what's
left
a
glimmer
safe
in our own light
wake
not yet day
still
warm from
go
back go back
to
another dream's light
for
a season we'll come to yet
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