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Hydro Majestic,
Medlow Bath 
ii, 2018
the past is this façade
and I stand for it 
like the pregnant lady
on the bus 
too young to wear a cap
because mum says I
should 
a legion paused 
ridge hazed to fray
run
half a bath for a suggestion 
it's
by way of curtains framed 
a
world in strips lit 
tracks
dust 
behind
those hills more ridge 
you're
taken in and stare 
clouds
carved day first 
white
limbs reach dead 
someone
is always been transformed
and
too much of a certain flower 
mum
says, though she's no gardener
today
they're blue 
it's
distance 
and
gum tree in the air 
the
track grows over 
the
flying fox track to the valley farm 
we
scrambled up down teenage that 
and
slept in the station waiting room
with
filched coal for the fire 
and
roaches tossed to it 
should
a passenger come in
the view – the
postcard travelled through 
rotation, railway,
skywalk
and devils of Tasmania
made with pipe-cleaners
coloured to suit 
all kinds of improvised
fun 
and tennis for the
adults too 
though I think I
learned here 
it's not for the waters
you come back for the
view
know that all this 
leads
on for forever 
but
not as far as before 
I
think it's a fire had the
waters
away 
but
one might imagine 
very
Arthur Streeton 
pre-Hydro
I
don't mean he was here 
some secret liaison in
the open air 
dad was 
before the war 
and had a dish named
after him 
I can't remember which
but too much of a
certain flower 
mum points out, edging
the Three Brothers track
passes by the ruined
pool
fey places, faux
Edwardian 
more Darug really, all
this style
and stars bright for
remembrance 
as if the world had
turned
as I recall we never
went anywhere
days of full board long
gone now 
but everything was here
 
respectable
years – mr and mrs 
it's
hard to see what's near you 
corridors
and
the croquet lawn 
and
the world's best toilet view 
like
remembering a childhood sky  
some
kind of silence is natural here 
the
cloister upstairs still a morning sauna 
east
to the highway 
white
gravel gone 
weren't
there tall pines all along? 
this
castle had a forest 
one
native, one was brought
and
there's where I wasn't allowed 
pink
lemonade came out 
amazing how they've
shrunk the ballroom 
shifted the hunting
scenes to the hallway 
no walks, no pool, no
hobbyhorse, 
no Renee (Ri-ni),
jazzband
no fancy dress, no
Indian get-up
you can't even walk the
clifftops now
that's where the
legends were told 
as if Aborigines were
no more 
but this bloke talking
looked like one 
must have been
sunshine's familiar
and later with
girlfriend, sex on the rocks 
and another girlfriend,
after that
as if for old time's
sake 
and still all long ago 
sheet of cloud facing 
as if you're in them up
here 
a corporate catch to
keep this on
the
details black and white writ large 
failed
deco effort 
it
could be a boardroom now
catch myself off
grazing 
paddocks away 
same certain flower
persisting up here
I won't divulge a
colour
outcrop 
poles and wires 
rusted like bushranger
big bad banksia 
here's a hidden valley 
all look 
it's just I see 
from light this is all
far 
but
the smell I can almost
remember
that
is quite quite gone 
 
retro amnesia?
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