Rob Schackne #241 - "I don't know kitchen chefs"

I don't know kitchen chefs
I don't know the pastry chefs
I hardly know myself at all
I clearly eat when I'm filmed
(I will present my best side)
I had a black cat and a library
I had a nervous wife and a life
I'm a writer and a luckless fighter
I grew up late using my words
I get up early and self-pollinate
I throw all my bets out wide
I see a sail against a blue sky
I am spinning with the spirits
I want to rearrange myself
I look for any number of signs