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It is a very specific sound when a bone snaps, a live bone
that is,
still couched in flesh, tendon, blood, sinew, these various
things
which bind and flow and articulate a self. I wasn’t there to
hear it
but I heard it all the same in the telling, the dull and
brutal snap;
the dog which should have been on a lead but wasn’t, who
leapt
from the high beach wall and landed wrongly on a protruding
rock.
Its leg and possibly some ribs were done in, stove in for
the ribs I guess,
and the snapped leg unable to bend in the right direction or
take weight,
unable to bare any load as the owners scrabbled down the
steps
to its side. We supposed
later, after the telling, that it must have been difficult
to find a vet so late on a Friday, so close to New Year, and
were unhappy
with how the story ended; the owners gathering up the broken
dog,
shuddering in its padded coat, carrying it across the sands
and back to their car.
It is only a single day later but I choose to think of that
dog poised
on a treadmill in a pool, pain gone, buoyant in the water,
as I had overheard
the Lecturer in Equine Studies offer to her own father in
the hospital
the other day. The
dog would be paddling madly with its nose pointed upwards
and its eyes fixed on a single point, at the memory of that
littler dog it had launched
itself downwards to chase maybe, and each bone begins to
knit, to realign with the gentle use.
It must be what the dog owners bent down to describe to the
young girls shocked
near the fall as they passed by, that near future told to
them to reassure
on that long retreat from the awful scene.
Emma, so heart wrenching. Dogs bring out such emotion. Thanks for your extraordinary poems.
ReplyDeleteI just want to lie down after I read your poems Emma. (That's some sort of complement in case that's not clear :) )
ReplyDeleteThank you both. It has been a very emotional few weeks for me and it definitely shows in the poems. I think I'll be having a bit of a lie down after I write the final one today! (It is a compliment- thanks Lizz)
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