Cui Yuwei 30#--"Story"

Cui Yuwei 30#--"Story"

Story

Written and self-translated into Chinese by Cui Yuwei

he tipped her a wink through the crowd

and they left the dining table

unobtrusively

outside he stroked her plait

telling he would go and get her some sweets

in the shop

she skipped along at his side

until they reached a brick toilet

50 metres behind grandpa’s house

face to her, he crouched down

and said, good girl

he cupped the back of her head with one hand

the other pried open her shell-like teeth

to help his fat tongue probe inside

and twirl around...

after that

she slouched back, head bent

as if having made a mistake

he joined the feast with ease

while she closed herself in the bedroom

mounted on grandma’s rattan chair

tears silently trailed down her cheeks

she was not sure why she felt like crying

for the rag doll she lost

for the sweets she never got

《戀童癖》

他悄悄給她使了個眼色

兩人神不知鬼不覺地退出

熱鬧的家宴

他撫著她的小辮說

帶她去買糖

她一蹦一跳

隨他來到屋後五十米外的

磚砌公共廁所

他在她面前蹲下說

乖

接著用左手托住她的後腦勺

右手撬開她的兩排貝齒

肥厚的舌頭探入

上下翻攪

事畢

她悶聲垂頭走回屋

像犯了天大的錯

他再次加入宴席

若無其事

她默默把自己關進奶奶的房間

爬上舊籐椅

呆呆看著晨昏不明的窗外

淚流不止

她不知道自己為什麼哭了

像是為了丟失的布娃娃

像是為了沒有兌現的糖