I
Some days a scattered patch of blue
bleeds through water colours
revving down the Monash passing a black van
loaded with semi-automatics paused in a parking bay
you circle down Lawless where dead men leave their hollow bones
and Former People hoist up chrome car corpses
that gasp for air take your breath
away
II
Some days you wake to Dvorjak's New World Symphony
gun fire pelting
the end of the world as we know it
every rose has a thorn
life during wartime
stop making sense
III
Some days unannounced, Josef K turns up at your front door
bangs on about being unlawfully detained
an unknown crime, a blotchy summons
words weep over a bright pink manila folder
on the desk in a lawyer's office breathless
it's dire it's dire it's dire he repeats stubbing butts out
in a metallic retro ash-tray where a naked woman
reclines, lazily
IV
Some days the living break things up
a sudden kiss a slap on the cheek a double-bladed butcher's
knife stabs Mr. K's flesh rotates
clock-wise heart-strings tangle, wrangle
as he whimpers his last words: "like a dog"
V
Some days I wake up in the body of a cockroach slurp
curdled milk gnaw mouldy bread transfixed by sliced diced chopped
carrots cabbage potato lingering on the kitchen floor
rotting waiting rotting like aimless extras from a sub-titled Russian movie
you saw when your world crashed at ten and a half
your Mother loved it you didn't understand a word
VI
Some days you see a burst of
colour streak across darkened skies
a flash of possibilities ripple past
the Gods smile upon you
colour possibilities scattered
patches of blue some days
hey - please, no stabbing mr k's flesh
ReplyDeleteBut that's what happens to him in The Trial - stabbed in the heart - where else?!
DeleteGlorious, dear Kristen, even symphonic.
ReplyDeleteThanks Rob - must be the strains of Dvorjak bleeding through:)
DeleteOn some days I hope I'm going to be able to sit down and read the 'Lawless' book over, and over again. I'll have a sandwich for Mr K if he drops in.
ReplyDeleteThanks James - Mr K will be really appreciative of the sandwich after all the cockroach food heft out for him!
Deletepersonally I try to spend the least time I can before the law
ReplyDeleteTotally agree Kit - the more time running from them the better!
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