Tuesday, August 9, 2016

Sarah St Vincent Welch #216 always dreaming of finding somewhere to live (nod to KK)






the familiar opening

it’s a museum
(a nuanced version)
a futuristic hotel
(ala The Jetsons, delving into the 1950s,
jetpacks even, his boy Elroy)

a palace, the best

it’s usually big, bigger than the universe

I am escorted through infinite rooms
plush, svelte,
the real estate agent is circumspect
always

colours
velvet
it’s noir
it’s every bloody thing

how can I afford this?
would they even consider my application?
let’s just continue the dream tour
I'm going to do a few quiet handstands

the curtains are thick, I could hide behind
crimson
amber
all possibility
possibilities

I am worthy of this emerald staircase
do I have the bond, the references?

there is shit in the bathtub
no-one acknowledges it
we stare at it
this is reality, a memory,
not my dream
this is autobiography,

which is fantastic, which is immense?

my friend
invites me into her home
lined with books to the ceiling
through the backdoor
her father is sceptical
do I belong here?
possibly not

I am annoyed by Freud,
he got something big and then he didn’t

give me Jung, any day

Cixious, Grosz, Kirby
I have my own unconscious
conscious





3 comments:

  1. Oh, I love this, Sarah. I'll give you a reference :)

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  2. Thank you Efi! You can have a room in the palace. We can hang out. Hey everyone can come! This was inspired by Kit's last poem, which I think may have been dream inspired, and by my recurring dreams of looking for somewhere to live, being shown these fantastical palatial places. They are really enjoyable dreams but bemusing, rich with details and colour.

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  3. yes, a lovely idea, a rich seam!

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